This was supposed to come up long back but due to laziness it got delayed...
There is so much of work to do as work in office, then come back home and cook for yourself. Actually cooking is something that I have recently discovered as a hobby. Not exactly hobby but ya i never imagined that i will be able to cook. God it was so boring before. But seriously when you come back home after a long and tiring day at office and having pathetic food for the whole day, then you get desparate enough to eat good food. I am lucky that now i can cook for myself and especially for others also.
Staying in b'lore has been sucha boring experience of my life. Whenever i get a compensatory off for working on weekends or on festivals or something like that, i get so bored. Alone in my flat, I look back into the past, thinking about what mistakes I did. Hey, its all rubbish but you should always judge youself to make improvements. Then i will try to do some timepass to keep myself busy. Reading novels is also a good timepass. Like last week, i was reading Thousand splendid suns. Actually i got the idea of reading it because my roommate just bursted into tears after finishing it. So it was more of a curiousity to read it to get to know what actually made her cry. And after reading it, i actually liked it a lot. My next novel is going to be "the kite runner" which my roommate is reading and after she finishes, i will be the sole owner(hopefully she wont cry this time).
These days are more of a challenge to me as in without much friends living alone here. But obviouosly frankly speaking i have learned the hardest lessons of my life in the past 1 year. Now when i look back i realize "wow!!may be god wanted me to be here for good" . There are hell lot of changes i find in myself being at one point of time so emotional and vulnerable and now more practical and sensible plus mature. I still miss the old bubbliness but things have changed now and i am so happy about it. I am working hard to achieve something in life. I am not working for money but yes i am working because i want to learn new things. Though it is not going the way in which i wanted but yes i know one day everything will fall into place.
It is my pleasure to write first comment on your first blog.
ReplyDeleteNice to read about you..
Yes, I agree about your reading and cooking hobby. also loved your views about work. that is only the way, we can enjoy life :-))
I remember one good saying: every change in life is like a new teeth come. initially it pains but once we overcome that pain; teeth has already come ..indication we grown up :-))
again happy writing
Hiral
wow neha... 3 things i wanna say. good to see your blog. second nice to hear that you cook food by yourself now... and third and final nice you are learning so many things.
ReplyDeletewill elaborate on chat some time... as i am not in moor of philosophy he he he... just joking....
expecting more pages of your diary sooon...
thank u all
ReplyDeletehey neha.... it wudnt be really intersting to rea a blog about me... wat say... the days we spent together.....try writing it...
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yes abhi..u r right..i will definately post it soon..actually i need some more time to write abt it as thr are tonns of thngs which are thr in my mind..will post it shortly..
ReplyDeleteI must say that its a good start...keep updatin abt more of ur experiences in blore
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